I grew up with a giant printmaking and painting studio in the attic of my house because my mom is a painter. I spent a lot of time up there. There was a corner where I could play with glue guns and popsicle sticks and make whatever I wanted, she let me draw on the floor, literally, anywhere I wanted. We did all sorts of projects all the time. But I was never interested in painting, like her, I always wanted to make three-dimensional objects. I actually thought all women were artists as a kid because of her.
I was always interested in many things growing up. I liked ceramics, but I was also into chemistry and math and thought I might go to school for architecture. For undergrad, I thought it might be too specific, so I minored in art with a focus on ceramics, and studied geochemistry. I spent a lot of time in the mountains looking at rocks, and a lot of time in the lab. Then all my spare time in the studio. After several years of bouncing around after college, I realized what I liked the most was making things that have a tangible outcome. I applied to architecture school, but in the end, I wanted to be moving my body more and making things.
When I was 25, I came to the point of ‘Oh, shit, I don’t want to go to architecture school. What am I going to do for a living?’ Even though my mom is a painter, it didn’t feel possible to make my living off of artwork. But I just had to do it and decided I’d figure it out. I got into Oregon College of Art and Craft, I was afraid of student loans, so my friend suggested I start a mug club. It was kind of like a CSA, and at first, it sounded silly. Like, who’s going to pay for that? But I did it, and the first round was about 30 people—pay $150, and you’ll get four mugs over the course of a year. It ended up being a win-win-win: I made enough money to cover tuition, I got experience of putting designs into production and I got to give people these wonderful surprises every season.
When I think of my aesthetic, I have to rewind. In high school, I was making ceramics with raw clay and black-and-white patterns. I’d forgotten that until I came home from OCAC, and saw all this work again, so I came back to that. I became obsessed with the contrast of a satin glaze and earthy stoneware. I like the challenge of being creative and finding possibilities when you only have one color and clay. There are endless possibilities. Then, a professor of mine told me I had to just try using one color. And then gradually, over the years, I’ve added lots more. I like the simplicity of shapes and negative space and playing with that, and seeing how many different ideas I can come up with.
Another big part of my life is being outside and being in the mountains. An overarching theme in the things I love to do is physicality. In ceramics, there are things that are hard to do, like heavy-lifting, but there are also things that are very delicate. It’s something that makes me feel really alive. And it’s something I find from being in the mountains as well. In terms of aesthetic, I love being able to create things that are contemporary and clean but still have that earthy texture to them.
It’s sort of funny I use so many colors now because the ceramics I take home with me are almost all plain white or plain black. And very simple. I would say the thing I use the most is a tiny, little cup. I use it for everything from a little glass of wine to a shot of kombucha to an elderberry tincture. I love very tiny vessels.